I guess there's got to be a break in the monotony...

i haven't updated in forever

2006-12-24T01:50:07Z

so now i will.. sort of =)

all yes or no, no in betweens:

In 2006 I ---

[ ] stayed single
[X] got kissed
[X] kissed someone new
[X] made out
[X] made out in a car
[ ] kissed in the snow
[X] kissed in the rain
[ ] fell in love with a fool
[X] had my heart broken
[X] broke someone else's heart

[X] had a stalker
[X] lost a friend
[X] had a good relationship with someone
[ ] questioned my sexual orientation
[ ] came out of my closet
[ ] got pregnant
[ ] had an abortion
[ ] thought i was pregnant
[ ] got married
[ ] had a divorce

[X] kissed someone of the same sex
[X] met someone that I will never forget
[X] did something I regret
[ ] lost someone you truly loved
[ ] lost faith in love
[ ] kissed under mistletoe
[ ] got a promotion
[ ] got a pay raise
[ ] changed jobs
[ ] lost my job

[ ] quit my job
[ ] dated a co-worker
[ ] dated my boss
[ ] dated my boss's son/ daughter
[ ] got fired from my job
[ ] got straight A's
[X] met a teacher who I became friends with
[ ] met a teacher who I really hate
[X] found the subject I love
[ ] failed a class

[ ] cut class
[X] skipped school
[X] did something I was proud of
[X] discovered a new talent
[X] proved myself
[X] embarrassed myself in front of the class
[ ] fell in love with a teacher
[X] was involved in something that I will never forget
[X] painted a picture
[X] wrote a poem

[X] listened to music I couldnt stand
[X] double dipped
[X] skinny dipped
[X] went to a sleepover
[ ] went to camp
[ ] threw a surprise party
[X] laughed till I cried
[ ] laughed till I peed my pants
[X] flirted shamelessly
[ ] visited a foreign country

[X] visited another state
[X] cooked a disastrous meal
[X] lost something important to me
[X] got a gift I love
[X] realized something new about myself
[X] dyed my hair
[ ] came close to losing my life
[ ] someone close to me died
[ ] went to a wild party
[X] drank alcohol
[X] got drunk

[ ] got arrested
[X] read a great book
[X] saw a great movie
[ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
[X] saw a band live or concert
[X] did something that I want to tell everyone
[X] experienced something new
[X] made new friends
[X] found out who your real friends are
[X] lied to your parents

[X] snuck out
[ ] got in trouble with police
[ ] kissed in a pool
[X] kissed under the stars
[X] went to a party
[X] had the time of your life
[X] danced
[ ] fell out of love
[X] had a crush on someone
[ ] changed your sexual preference

[X] swam in a pool
[X] made a snowman
[ ] went snowboarding
[X] went sledding
[ ] slept in past 2pm
[X] held someones hand
[X] held someones hand that you cared about
[X] got wasted in a public place
[ ] got wasted in Mexico
[X] told someone you like them as more than a friend

[X] gone on vacation
[X] gone on vacation with a friend
[X] driven a car
[ ] played strip poker
[X] danced in the rain
[ ] got in a car accident
[ ] saw someone get into a car accident
[ ] got into a fist fight
[X] laughed until you couldn't breathe
[ ] had an amazing year

[X] missed someone
[ ] got hit by car
[ ] went to the hospital
[ ] got a new pet
[X] enjoyed this year overall

xb3autiful_mess @ 2006-06-27T15:04:00

2006-06-27T19:04:55Z

lately i've been thinking a lot about leaving this town and you behind.
always call me crazy but i'm thinking maybe you're the one out of your mind.

WOOOOO!!

2006-05-20T02:06:22Z

today....was AMAZING!

-- school ((well, that wasn't that special))
-- walked to dunkin donuts/shaws with pat, alex, & emily
-- got a TON of junk food & LOTS of caffeine products
-- went back to campus and ate it all, after getting attacked by the guys. seriously, we didn't even sit down, and they were already on us
-- walked to the store and got MORE caffeine products for alex & myself
-- consumed a total of about 4-5 energy drinks today
-- hung out in the art room blasting music, watching random videos online, such as SaladFingers ((i think i'm the only one in the world who hadn't seen it previously))

ch-ch-check it out:
http://www.weebls-stuff.com/toons/salad+fingers/

creepy but wicked funnaayyy

then.....

OPENING NIIIIGGHHHTTT!!!!!!

it was AMAZING!!!
i think my scene went pretty well... a few lines were a little messed up and stuff but whatevs, homie....

all in all, an AWESOME day!

totally can't wait for tomorrah's showwww =)

EVERYONE COME!!!!

((yes, all 2 of you who read this))

&hearts;

i stole this from michelle

2006-05-18T00:46:38Z

1. Do you still talk with the first person you kissed:
at times

2. Have you ever seen your best friend naked:
yeah. i get flashed on a regular basis.

3. What did you do when you weren't in school in the 2nd grade:
i watched nick jr. and ate cottage cheese with goldfish with my mom

4. What is the best thing about your job:
the fact that i don't have one

5. Do you like more than one person right now:
not really, no

6. Are you against same sex marriage:
no

7. Where are you going on your next vacation:
the cape

8. Last book you read:
hrrmm i think it was prep

9. If you could have one super power what would it be:
being able to read someones mind

10. Where have you lived most of your life:
in the same old town

11. Where do you see yourself in 5 years:
OUT of this town =)

12. What's your favorite smell:
good guys cologne

13. Are you moody:
is that a serious question? clearly you don't know me. oh. and yes.

14. Favorite movies of all time:
the breakfast club! remember the titans.

15. Ever done anything hurtful to your classmates?
yeah

16. Have you ever gone to therapy?
no

17. Have you ever Played Spin the bottle:
haha yeah. i played it for the first time last summer.

18. Have you ever toilet papered someones house:
sadly, no

19. Have you ever liked someone but never told them:
uhhhhhhh YEAH

20. Have you ever gone camping:
in my backyard

21. Have you ever had a crush on your brother's/sister's friend:
hahahaha oh man. so many.

22. Have you ever gone to a nude beach
please. i make my own nude beaches. jk.

23. Have you ever gone streaking:
hahahhahahaha

24. Have you ever had a stalker:
i hope not

25. Gone skinny dipping:
yeshh

26. Have you ever laughed so hard you cried:
story of my life

27. Have you ever gone to a party where you were the only sober person:
haha no

28. Have you ever lied to your parents:
yes

29. Have you ever been out of the US:
i walked to canada once, from a part of maine

30. Have you ever thrown up from working out
:x yes

31. Have you ever gotten a haircut so bad that you wore hat for a month straight:
hahah no. i just wear it up.

32. Have you ever eaten 3 meals from 3 different fast food places:
gross, no.

33. Last song you listened to:
i have no idea

34. Have you ever spied on someone:
haha maayybeh

35. Have you ever slept with one of your coworkers:
oh so many times

36. Who was the last person who called you:
eamon's friend

37. When was the last time you slept for more then 12 hours:
i don't remember. it doesn't really happen.

38. Have you ever been arrested:
no

39. Have you ever stolen anything:
yes

40. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be:
the glass room in warner with someone. yeah.

xb3autiful_mess @ 2006-05-09T20:41:00

2006-05-10T00:42:39Z

i don't believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now

xb3autiful_mess @ 2006-05-01T14:59:00

2006-05-01T19:08:53Z

1. Are you wearing shoes?: nope

2. Whats the third letter in your name? n

3. How old was your oldest animal you owned?: 14

4. What color is your backpack?: it's brown with pink flowers. how incredibly lame does that sound. it's not like you would imagine.

5. Are you sick?: yes, thus reasoning for this survey

6. Do you go to school?: sadly

7. Is the bathroom open?: um... yes

8. Are you on a laptop?: no

9. Are you watching MTV?: no but i was earlier. the upstairs TV is shitty and old and doesn't get MTV.

10. Are you smiling?: no

11. Do you have on eyeliner?: makeup's not my thaaang

12. Is it early?: no

13. Are you blonde?: yeah but it's pretty dark blonde

14. Do you have a myspace?: i used to til i deleted it. WOOO FACEBOOK!!

15. are you in high school?: yeah

16. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nnnnope

17. What is your favourite name?: i don't know...

19. What color is your bathing suit?: the first one i thought of is white with dark green, light green and pink polka dots in a weird design

20. Does your school start in august?: nooo but it might this year, i'm not sure

21. Did you go on vacation last month?: uhhh no

22. Have you ever been on a cruise? nope

23. Do you have a sister?: yes

24. Are you upstairs?: pbbftt i'm not telling you

26. Do you have a friend named alex?: heck yes i do

27. Does your name end with a Y?: no

28. What was the last thing you said?: i can't remember

29. Are your ears pierced?: mmm 6 times

30. Do you own a digital camera?: yes it's right next to me

31. Do you live in florida?: florida is an old people home. not mine.

32. Do you like florida?: i don't know i haven't been since i was like 3

33. Ever had sushi?: yeah. it's dece. but not the fish kind, the vegetable kind. so i guess that doesn't count. fish is naastaayyy.

34. Are you listening to rock at the moment?: no i'm semi-watching full house. oh the joys of daytime television.

35. What color is your hair?: we already established this

36. Where'd you get your pants?: ERICA!! gave them to me for christmas

38. Have you dyed your hair red?: no but i'm streaking it this summer with red or pink. i haven't decided yet. and only like 2 streaks. not psycho.

39. Are you tired?: wicked

40. Do you wear a thong, boxers, or underwear?: boyshorts!

41. Are you an idiot?: yes

42. Do you like being in relationships?: not in any of my past. maybe if i found a good guy.

44. Are you "Fake" at times?: yes

45. Is Alcohol Bad for the Soul?: after a certain point

46. Are you bored?: yeah i should be doing work though

47. What time is it?: 3:07 pm

49. chocolate or peanut butter?: chocolate AND peanut butter. but just one, then chocolate.

50. How many kids would u like?: i'm not sure i would

51. Own a necklace?: yeshh

52. What is your computer's brand?: hp

53. CDs or Cassette?: CDs. but old school cassettes can be kinda cool. like rafi or w/e.

54. Ever been through or to Detroit?: nope

55. Seen all of the American Pies?: no

56. Been to the movie theatre the past month?: aahh i haven't been since winter burrreak

57. Like someone?: no

58. Ever been on a plane?: no

59. Been to a concert in the past month?: band concert? real concert, no, not in my life

60. What color is your toothbrush?: white with blue & yellow

if it don't matter to you, it don't matter to me

2006-04-27T01:33:56Z

-- everything, unless i'm with you, it doesn't matter to me --

subject this yo'self... bitch

2006-04-18T22:37:40Z

i learned how to say "to hit with a stick until dead" in spanish today.

matar a palos.

xb3autiful_mess @ 2006-04-17T08:49:00

2006-04-17T12:50:03Z

there's just too many scenarios to analyze, look in my eyes

2006-04-17T12:34:29Z

last night completely made up for the past few months.

WOOO LJ again!